These same feelings of inadequacy would creep up when I watched interviews with my favorite artists, singers and directors or while witnessing a 12-year-old slay the cover of Amy Winehouse’s “Back to Black” on The Voice.
That was then.
Sometimes we can’t see our gifts or grasp their significance because they
are inherent to us. We live and breathe them. But if we're open to new sources of inspiration, to engaging with the world in new and unexpected ways, and to experimenting with curiosity and wonder, we unlock new paths for their expression.
A decade of deep inner work has challenged and transformed my perspective, reshaping my understanding of my gifts and redefining my relationship to creativity. My journey has been a long and winding road of self-reflection, awareness, understanding, and healing, but that's a story for another day.
Although there is still much to learn, I've come to embrace appreciate my own superpowers – the ability to think deeply, feel deeply, and intuit my way through complex challenges and decisions, and the transformative power of asking good questions to uncover the deepest truths.
It's funny how life works.
For the past two years, I found myself hosting conversations (on stages!), asking questions, and sharing my journey. To my surprise, people actually wanted to listen. The same gifts that I once struggled to share are what led me here, and who knows how they’ll manifest next?
It's kind of magical.
And this brings me to my biggest source of inspiration this month: Legendary music producer Rick Rubin's new book, "The Creative Act: A Way of Being”. Rubin is a true icon in the music world, having worked with a diverse range of
artists, from the Beastie Boys and The Red Hot Chili Peppers, to Adele, Eminem, and even Johnny Cash.
Rubin’s book is a love letter to creativity, to the idea that we are all capable of creating something beautiful,
whether it’s a conversation, a piece of writing, a new recipe, or a more inspired path of exploring our neighborhood. He defines creativity as our ultimate form of self-expression, a way of being that's available to us all no matter where we find ourselves in life.
According to Rubin, creativity is ultimately about being open, aware, and attuned to the world around us. About trusting our gut and following our excitement. About the moments of pure inspiration that hit us when we least expect it. And about tapping into the depths of our own being and expressing that in a way that is uniquely our own. He says: